I have posted a sampling of the images from a photoshoot that I was recently involved with. I encourage you to have a look and I may post more later if I have time and desire.
The photos were all taken by my dear friend: [link]
check out her work.

I know it won't improve if I wait. I know the world will not stop and give me more time. Does that stop me from procrastinating? Of course not.

What is it that makes us always wait until the last moment? Why do we eternally put things off?

I should be drawing lab diagrams of festering lumps of fetal pig but instead here I sit, indulging my desire to vent. Due dates haunt my dreams, but I do nothing to remedy the issue. I resent myself for the time I have wasted this holiday. I resent the world for getting in my way. I resent Christmas for how much of my holiday it absorbed. Mostly I just resent myself for only too many reasons. I will not list them all. Instead I will leave this tired tirade and return to the carnage of biology.

Perhaps I shall marry rich.

So a deconstructionist can potentially find a connection between any two things. In English today it was mentioned that Mein Kampf could be viewed as a pro-Jewish piece it if were percieved as a piece of ironic literature. If Hitler were using the anti-semitism as a sort of ironic statement. Then in a flutter of scary possibilities it occured to me: if Mein Kampf was an ironic, Pro-Jewish piece, could that not make the entire holocaust a satirical examination of supression, prejudice, and racial discrimination? An extreme horror designed, in its unreality and extremism, to criticize the judgemental nature of society and push society to revise its views and cease discrimination. Frightening, no? I do not of course believe any of this but the fact that it occured to someone that someone could interpret Mein Kampf as ironic literature, and that I made that next jump to the potential for someone to view the holocaust as satire, strikes me as fairly worrisome. If we could think it, who's to say that someday someone, wont genuinely believe it.